i'm glad i'm not like some people who make praying 5 times a day their yearly resolution

though i'm having tough time tuning myself back to accepting the real purpose God created me,

i'm glad i never deny His existence

nor have i associated Him with other deities

though i know i've kept Him distant by not remembering Him the whole time

like i'm supposed to,

i'm glad i'm not like some people who only make praying 5 times a day their yearly resolution.

i just hope they live long enough for that year to come.

boy this year - it's like everybody's time(or just mine) been fast forwarded and we ended up with unspeakable whole of shitload.