stupid as always (not me!)(for real, not me)
i think something got inside of me and operated my lips to utter words that i regretted later..
urrgghh!!
well i guess i'm only trying to deny something so ridiculously obvious..
i was me, back then. i just didn't think it would be so badly missunderstood..
don't blame me for not coming from the same background as you!
atleast i try to be there! you guys need someone like me in your "society"!
for the longer version of the story, scroll down
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bad day! bad day! badly horrifying day!
it drives me insane just to realise how unlucky i can be at times.
it all happened when i attended a meeting for this society. We plan for this event that involves the rest of the students of architecture and engineering programmes. I wasn’t anyone big or important for that matter, I was just their ‘soldier’; as I proudly claimed, tyvm.
To help you picture the situation that time, an illustration would be nice, eh? But then again, that is something i’m currently working on(that’s a lie, really. I suck at it). So, i’ll just explain, ya? Hhaha..
This event only serves to religious interest. Get me? So, i thought maybe someone like me, you know, from a totally different background would benefit them, in anyways possible. I sort of know what their target group of people may like and dislike since i once part of that group. I’ll write about “crossing over” later. So i thought, i can advise them on things that might work out and things that don’t. Hence, I join them.
Here goes : on the first meeting, i wore a tshirt and pants. Nothing revealing. Everything was fine, until i blurted out : ‘eh, kene pakai baju kurung ke?’ (since everybody else was wearing it, the girls i mean)
I tragically said that to some guys i saw near the staircase. Little did i know, that those few guys were the heads of the society. I found that out later when the meeting started.
Saying those freaking words to those folks totally gave the bad impression of me to them! You know what, i think they were so dumbfounded that they didn’t respond to my question!
I just wish to bury my head deeeeeep behind all those who were present. I don’t have any intention whatsoever to be rude or make myself look like i’m an ass who thinks it’s cool to wear like that!
And not to mention, to make an announcement about it!
I sadly said that. Well, let’s see if i can pull this off – handling the event, i mean.
they just have to bear with me a little. well, i'm not you, i'm not them, I'M ME!
